What's motivating me? The good, the not as good and the uglish

Good:

Improved Health

• Reduce risk of heart disease
• Reduce likelihood of diabetes
• lower blood pressure

Not as Good:

Vanity

• be able to wear vintage 1930s-1960s fashion
• be able to wear reproductions of said fashions
• be able to wear any fashions that I want!

Uglish:

Insecurity

• still weigh less than my husband
• feel better about myself, even though it's who you are that counts and all that...